bleehhh

life is pretty slow these days.

today's weather was freaking gloomy, foggy, anddd freezing -- the worst combination. it just puts a damper on my MOOD.
on top of that, i thought i had tutor today allllll the way in gangnam area (a little further than my old place) so i woke up at 9 am, showered, got ready really fast, took the bus for an hour all the way to mr. kang's apartment for the first time, went up to the 21st floor, rang the doorbell and......

lady: "누구세요?" ("who is it?")
me: "어.... 저.... 과외하러 왔는데요..." ("uhh.... i came to tutor...")
lady: "과외요?" ("tutor?")
me: "어......... 잠깐만요..... 죄송합니다 ㅎ...ㅎ...." ("uhh.... hold on... sorry ha...ha..")

uhhh...
*calls mr. kang*

*209348 ppl talking in the background*
"mr. kang where are you? i'm at your house!"
"uhhh sarah.... no today... i'm with my daughters!"
"didn't you say we're resting only new years (chinese)?"
"nooo i put in my calendar start monday!"
"you didn't tell me!"


pretty much.... yeah. (oh, and the lady was his mother-in-law)
that's what happened today morning. i was kindaaa ppeejed.
and then i craved --> ate carbs all morning and blah blah and just a few minutes ago, i found out why.
at least i have all this space to myself now to sing, dance, dowhateveriwant!

i'm cold. it's freeeeezing in here. i'm pale.

oh yeah....
stella's gone as of yesterday afternoon. sheldon's gone as of today morning. brian's gone as of friday afternoon..... slowly by slowly people are leaving meeeee...... me sad.

ok update on my jeans: they're still tight.
i either officially gained weight in a matter of a few days, or it's my rag.
hopefully it's the latter, but honestly, i can CLEARLY tell now. my face is the first thing that gets chubby when i gain weight. then it's my arms. both are visibly chubbier.
i'm going to start hip hop abs in about.... 15 minutes.

it's cold.
i miss summer/fall weather.

can't believe this was almost 6 months ago... 

... when it was so freaking hot and sticky we wanted to die.

we call this place "sauna bbq" -- it literally felt like we were eating bbq in a sauna. 

and even though it felt like death, i miss it.

i'd rather have that than this freenland (fake-greenland) of a weather.

*note: get used to my "f's". i use it a lot.