11:11pm randoms

current question resonating in this wee little brain of mine (from today's bible study after service): what can i do to further my knowledge of God and continue to be in amazement by Him? 


for me personally, i am amazed by God whenever i look at His beautiful creation -- the skies, the stars, all the different species of animals, insects, sea creatures, flowers, trees, blah blah errthang. i am amazed every time i learn something crazy about human physiology -- for example how without epithelioreticular tissues in our thymus gland, our bodies cannot produce the T-cells it needs to ward off bacteria and microbes. it's like, dang God, you're like, the best artist ever, simply put.

but what can i do to foster that awe in Him? to continue to deepen my knowledge of the very God who has the deepest-as-can-ever-be knowledge of us?

pray, humble (myself), meditate, trust
sooo simple, but sooo not.

anyway,
i went to my first lakers game on friday! yeah yeah, "sarah who are you??" blah blah blah, right?
i'm taken back to my xanga entry from spring quarter 2010 about how i'm going to do all these things before i graduate college. i guess i have a similar mindset now - about how i'm going to do all these things before i enter grad school. here's a picture of a drawing i drew on the chalkboard at tuesday night prayer in sophomore year:

someone added the graph and the shriveled up grandma at the end. i guess that's me now.

what was i talking about. oh yes, the lakers game. so fun! who knew! we won and i got a coupon for 2 free tacos at jack in the box. yesssssss. 

we literally sat like 2nd to last row, but i don't care. it was fun "ooooo" and "awwww" and "WOOOO!!!"-ing (as if i totally knew why), and i would definitely go again (if i don't have to pay more than $50). i have a newfound like for basketball :)

so i started tutoring these fob siblings at church and it takes me back to the good ol' times in korea. one's a girl, who i sometimes forget is a girl because she totally has a bieber cut and dresses like a boy (she played soccer back in the motherland; girls' soccer = boycut), and the other's a middle school boy (totally reminded me of stella's or jeanne's past students). they're at 1st grade level or something. shall be fun. 

i don't know if you know this about me, but i loveee filling things out -- stuff like applications, checks... anything with blanks. when i was little, i would follow my mom to the bank, just to fill out deposit slips and sign it like all the adults do. i would also make my own applications and fill them out. 

recently, tutoring all these kids made me realize how WEIRD i am. one day, i felt this peculiar pang of envy as i watched them complete their assigned worksheets. i really wanted to do one, too. and then i thought, should i buy a workbook?? 

and now i'm still thinking... should i?? 

if one person tells me it's not weird, i'm going to do it. 

....

that reminds me. i need to order a new checkbook. hopefully bofa still has hello kitty. i heard a rumor that they discontinued it because of some dispute. bofa, i hope you know that the only reason why i transferred over from wamu to you is because of HK.

(... what the heck dude, i'm so weird....)