hungry

it's 10:53 pm and i'm starving.

it's too late to eat anything...

but i'm on my rag...

but i'm eating so much junk these days...

blah.

so i realized that i will continue to be feeling this way for the next 3 months - on mondays, wednesdays, and fridays - because i end tutor at 8:30 pm on those days and the only thing they give me while i'm there for 3 hours is a plate of fruit and a cup of juice (still thankful, yes, but... :( ). is this how i'm going to  be starving at school too? since there will be absolutely no meat on campus? is this God's way of training me to become a vegetarian???

i'm so oba.

i totally should be studying for my physio midterm, which is on wednesday morning, but i'm so distracted right now. my current study habits need to die before i move to loma linda.
i'm so used to the CC system now --> study-for-the-midterm-the-night-before-because-it's-just-that-easy-oh-look-i-got-an-A.

ok maybe that's a slight exaggeration.
reflecting on my memories from college and mentally scrolling through my grades from the first half to the second half of my 4 years there, i can't help but to think of the particular someone who had influenced me to aim higher, study (more) properly (than before), and achieve the decent grades i received in the latter half, which allowed me to break past the minimum and actually qualify for grad school. i would just like to say these 2 words:

(HAHA thought something, but no ok sorry. inside joke, literally)

anyway,
--> 1. Thank, 2. You.
:)

here are 2 additional:
1. I, 2. hungry.