This is how crazy my Anatomy class is:
1. I try to sleep at 10:30PM every night because if I don't, all the 8-hours worth of information I take in the next day just doesn't stay in my brain and I end up giving my TA the O_O when he asks me a question i should know.
2. We have 2 exams every Friday and it seriously feels like we're studying for finals every day of the week.
3. I got my 2nd care package today from my 2nd week TA, Eric. I mean, the class is so intense, that they would use their own money and go out of their way to make us one. (They're seriously the best <3)
"The butterfly wings symbolize freedom. You will be free after the exams!"
Not really, Eric......... (He also baked my group banana bread. Ugh <3)
4. I woke up last night thinking it was 5-something AM and pushed myself to get up, only to realize it was only 11:45PM. My aptmate couldn't fall asleep because she was so anxious, and only slept 2 hours.
5. Today, as I was deeply staring into/moving around the interwoven nerves and arteries on the dead bodies during my practical, I couldn't help but to be mindblown by the incredibility of God. He has formed us in our mothers' wombs, and formed our mothers in their mothers' wombs, and fo-.......
He has designed and created every intricate internal and external detail of not only our bodies, but the whole. universe. Who am I to think I could take care of myself and be the ruler of my own life when i am tinier than the most microscopic speck of dust, compared to Him.
To be the daughter of a God SO perfect, SO omni-potent/scient/present, SO holy, SO just, yet SO loving and forgiving...
I feel so unworthy yet so lucky to be covered by His unfailing grace.
*Note: Just checked my grades:
Written- 94%
Lab Practical- 97%
SIGHHHHH. I can breathe now. THANK YOU GOD!!!
(Hey, I just noticed a pattern. I got 2 questions wrong on my practical both times, and 4 questions wrong on my written exam both times. Haaaa)
*Note #2: Lila Yi is sleeping over later tonight (yayy!!) and then helloooo LA :)

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